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2.18.2007
- - THANK YOU MARY =) - -

MARY TAN! She does really? There's a chance? I'm now being so happy! Ultimately! Thank you Mary! =)

[09:17] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: she finks ure cute though
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[08:24] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: im sorry 2 tell u this
[08:24] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: but once she's attached,
[08:25] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: its like, thre's a n' hands-off' on her[08:25] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: im reli sorry 4 u
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[08:31] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: luk, they'r onli 16
[08:31] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: they wont get married
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[08:46] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: tat's like hope 2 u
[08:46] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: u might b wid (censored)
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[08:59] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: lol
[08:59] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: she might
[08:59] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: i hope
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[09:18] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: owhyeah
[09:18] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: wait
[09:18] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: tat wad u cn do
[09:18] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: b thre 4 her
[09:18] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: show her tat care
[09:18] • Mary.• testosterone boys and harlequin girls.: faith wil come ur way


Mary's giving me hopes. I'm so confused right now. I want to run away and tell her. But my mind won't allow me.

I Can Love You Easy

We've been connected all this time
By an invisible string attadhed
from your heart to mine
We circle the obvious like
satelites that roam around the earth
No. I'm never gonna let you go.

I can love you easy
If you give me the chance
Suddenly we feel so close
And it happens so fast
Let's take tonight
This heart can't lie believe me
Baby I can love you easy.

I hear You speak
And its like a song
The funny thing is
I think we both knew it all along
We circle each other just like
Children on a crowded carousel
Oh, its a story we have to tell.

We got so used to thinking
that one is always far
Love has a way of knowing
exactly where you are.



+ Joseph updated @ 1:29 PM

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2.13.2007
- - Faith as I see it - -

I can't seem to find my way to school anymore! My tourist guide Aynee left the country and I'm like totally lost. At least now she's back--alive and kicking. Having curls too, looks like the wedding did her something weird huh. Congratulations to her Ayi :)

Friday was the result of the O levels. Actually I don't have one (stuck in TAIWAN). I went to RGS to have all eyes glared upon me. Apparently Aynee had the brilliant idea of sending me to get her results to an ALL-GIRLS SCHOOL. Funny huh. Everyone must have thought I mistaked RGS for RI. Or I must be some girl who turned to look like a boy after entering JC. I hope you RGS girls don't get the notion that RJC turn round people's genders.

I would like to congratulate Aynee and Cait (the only people whom entrusted me with their results) for getting great results. Aynee scored 9 pts for her L1R5 and Cait had 12 pts. Intelligent ladies. Now I'm starting to think that Singaporeans are not only lovely but pretty smart as well:)

Anyway, I think JC1 people are not really facing up to their lessons as most are nervous about O level results. That's been noticed by most teachers, so this week has been very loose on us. We only had PE for swimming, Literature, Biology, and Econ. Oh yes, I nearly drowned trying to swim. Okay let's not recall the embarassing moment.

It's Valentines tomorrow. Am I excited? I don't know. Lame huh? Yes. Coz I never got to ask her to be my date. So bad. So paiseh. Anyway it's often always said that regrest come at the end. So true. If I had just been a little manly I should have gotten her this Valentines. She might as well have him for her date now. And how he so undeserves her. If only she's unhappy. Man, it kills. My first love, my first heartbreak.

Someone asked me out. Embarassing!!!!!! Some JC2 girls! They had to ask me at the canteen? I'm embarassed to death, I simply wanted to melt and be invisible. I'm sorry I have to decline, I just really have to spend it with her(dreaming). Okay so I won't be able to, but I'll greet her at the very least:) Can I be your knight for once? Can you allow me to be your prince for even just a day? Can I?

So a very Happy Valentines to everyone, may you enjoy it as much as I won't :(

Before love, my heart was a blackhole. After love, I didn't have a heart. I'm not really sure which is better.


+ Joseph updated @ 6:44 PM

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2.06.2007
- - I sing for you - -


It never occurred to me I'd fall so deep for someone like you. I never thought the day I met you that you would be everything I would ever want. And though how much I wish my heart could speak what it truly feels, though how much I wish that I would be the one holding you in my arms, I know it just can't be true. Every time I look in your eyes I can see my reflection--as a friend, nothing more. Sometimes I look into them as deeply as I can, hoping to see in them my importance...But I cannot seem to find me anywhere. As I look into your eyes I only see someone else being there—not me. But him. Once, I wanted to cheat forever to make you mine—perhaps if I managed to turn back time you would have loved me instead. But I cannot. I want to be your knight in shining armour but your prince charming has already arrived. To see you happy is the greatest sight I could ever lay my eyes on but as I see you being with someone else my heart breaks apart. In silence I will stand here waiting, and if your prince charming ever leaves you, rest assured that I will stand guard. I will be your knight. WAIT FOR ME. Just wait for me...will you?


Unbelievable
-Craig David
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means


+ Joseph updated @ 7:13 PM

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2.03.2007
- - Breathe in Breathe out - -


It has been a week since my last post. Or be frank, 6 days. The week has been cool, classes were always fun and not much homework were given by our teachers. =) I played Basketball on Tuesday. I nearly died. I got knocked over and could not breathe. Thank God Shirley was there and called Aynee (who was busy chasing Chun over at Changi). I was rushed to Raffle's (We shout really be shouting 'Raffles Forever'). Was held there until the following day but was released and managed to survive (nine lives). All the while Shirley and Aynee took turns taking care of me and I mustn't have survived without them. Xie Xie Ni =)

Time flies so fast. In no time, the 3 month JC would be going and I have to decide which route to take. So far, the best option would be going with Aynee to England. Although it would be great to continue staying at RJC and being the dust bin emptier forever. Seems cool huh? Wait till you do it yourself. I think I'd rather be a photographer than that. (I take it back now.)

I was wondering how to spend my Valentines Day, as everyone around is eager for it already. So far, I'm quite confused about anything and everything else. I do not have a Valentines Date. I think I'm the only person without one, although it doesn't really matter. Even Shirley has been booked by some blind person (kidding. Okay so I know my sister is pretty, FOR THE TIME BEING. Haha). Even the people at school are carrying cards and flowers and red hearted box or whatsoever you call it around. I'm not excited about Valentines although I very much have someone to ask out already. =) The thing is, I haven't asked her or brought up the topic yet. I wish she'd pick me although I bet she wouldn't as there's someone better who'd ask her out. Someone who'd be willing to take photos with her and be sweet. Blah.


Everytime I see her walk past
Look her from the school nearby
Don't know why I kind of feel shy
But all I wanna do
Is make her mine
I told her I wanna be friends
She smiled and she asked for my name
Though I'm not her favourite star
And mingo link my dearest friend

I wanna be with you
You are so beautiful
You're the girl I knew in wonderland
You're the dearest friend I ever knew
I wanna hold your hand
Be my wed when I'm a man
All I can afford to buy you now
Is a bar of candy chocolate
And I hope you will be my wife

Everytime we study together
She will tell me how good I am
Nothing beats my inner prayer
I wonder how sweet she compared



+ Joseph updated @ 6:52 PM

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